Giving birth doesn’t make you a mother
Spending time to love and groom a child makes you a mother
Unconditional love that is held together by the tightest bond
Love that shapes and mold
The conversations that take place
It’s the truth a real mother makes sure is told
The job of a mother is to form a butterfly
We give them the details they need about life
Then we let them release their wings to fly
Happy Mother’s Day 2012
By:
Lets call this a love lost
I’m so lost in you
Giving you my heart was the only cost
It’s the things you say to make me smile
I dance with your conversations driving my emotions wild
This is something different
Something new
What we hold between each other can’t be duplicated our love is forever true
No other man in the game has anything over you
Kisses under the stars
This love in darkness can’t do nothing but shine
Those other woman can step aside
This dude right here is mine
No other can never compare
He loves the twinkle in my eyes
Looking in his eyes I see his heart can never lie
I had no other choice
So I gave this a try
He got me floating like a butterfly
Feeling an instant emotional high
I get so lost in him I would never tell my love good bye
By: Taneika Blessedbyfaith Turner
Suddenly you found someone better than me
How in the world could that be
She don’t love you like I do
Now Mr. Liar slash Cheater
You saying we are through
After all the pain I went thru
You tell me you in love with her
NO BIGGIE
Cause I had to tip toe
Think it’s time to let you know
No hold your words
Fix your face
Currently your words are burning like a can of mace
Sorry baby but its back firing in your face
I got needs
As well as you have wants
Like I needed to be held
But it was you who wanted to bail
In return I’m in the arms of another male
Take this house and put it up for sale
You thought you were leaving me
Check the closet
I’m already packed
By the way here are all my keys
Looks like I’m leaving you
Honey in your words
“WE ARE THROUGH”
By:
The love of my life has had my heart since childhood
After high school we split for two years so he could find his manhood
He is so special to me
The only one I ever had sex with
The only one who I went the extra mile with
This special guy is my everything
He works out on the regular so in body is in tack
This man is my super hero with a super six pack
Never once did I question him about the two years we were apart
I knew I saved myself for him
Naturally I thought he had the same interest at heart
Until the one day when I got a physical the doctor called about a issue about me
He called to say excuse me miss but you have HIV
HIV how could this be
HIV which in one day could form into AIDS
What did I do to my life having unprotected sex on that day
See I thought I was safe cause I knew this man
Only if we had got tested before hand
Only if we both knew our status
There latter would not been so much static
Each and everyone have a choice to fight these disease
We all one day can walk HIV/AIDS free
If a man or woman truly loves you they will get tested with you
Not only get tested but also share their results
Once you get HIV you are the one at fault
So no your status
Most of all practice safe sex
Remember sex isn’t the only way you can use to express love
No deeper
Didn’t ever think I can reach any deeper
I think this brother right here is a keeper
Our first date
Our first kiss
He is the only dude who can leave the room and it is him that I will miss
Constantly he is on my mind
Constantly I keeping thinking of my man
The movie dates last night was amazing to be in each other presence
I remember each time he made me smile with a present
Present past or future
Deep
No deeper
This fine sexy brother right here is a keeper
I want to be the first and only woman to have his baby and last name some day
Sharing a life together oh I can’t wait on that special day
Don’t ever want to find another man to make me feel this way
Doing my make up it is his image I stare back at in the mirror
We grown together so much he has become my hero
Deep
Deep
Deep
No deeper
I’m going to marry this strong God fearing man cause he is a keeper
THERE WAS A TIME WHEN I WOULD HAD LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT
NOT GIVING A THOUGH IF THIS LOVE WAS RIGHT
SEE HE PUT HIS BEST FOOT FORWARD
DINNER BY CANDLE LIGHT
STRAWBERRIES DIP IN CHOCOLATE
CHAMPAGNE IN THE BEST GLASSES
I RAN HIS BATH WATER
MASSAGE HIS BACK AFTER WORK
TOLD HIM I LOVED HIM AND MEANT IT NOT GIVING INTO OUR WORTH
GAVE HIM THREE KIDS
ONE AFTER ANOTHER EACH YEAR
GAVE THIS MAN MY BEST
YES I WALKED THAT LONG WALK IN MY BEAUTIFUL WHITE DRESS
NEVER REALIZING WHAT WAS ABOUT TO COME
MY GOD I WAS LIVING IN A MESS
SEE OUR BEST BECAME OUR WORST
CHEATING ON ONE ANOTHER
TOWARDS THE END NOT EVEN ACKNOWLEDGING ONE ANOTHER
MY MIDDLE CHILD ISN’T HIS
I LAY AT NIGHT CLOSING MY EYES UNABLE TO COUNT ALL OF HIS OUTSIDE KIDS
THEN ON ME HE STARTED TO BEAT
FOUR YEARS TOGETHER AND AFTER THE FIRST YEAR ALL HE DID WAS MISTREAT
HE PUT A SCAR ON MY HEART
THAT’S WHEN I CHANGE MY MIND
THAT’S WHEN ALL THE NEGATIVITY BEGIN TO START
I’M HERE TO TELL YOU THE LYRICS TO “IF LOVING YOU IS WRONG I DON’T WANT TO BE RIGHT” IS A LIE
EACH TIME YOU ENTERTAIN THOSE PEOPLE THEY ARE THE LOVE LOST THAT WILL SAY GOOD BYE
WHAT I’M SAYING THE LOVE ISNT WORTH IT SO DON’T EVEN TRY
AS MEN AND WOMEN WE DESERVE THE BEST
LEAVE THOSE LUST SPIRITS ALONE
IM TELLING YOU DON’T EVEN THINK TWICE ABOUT PUTTING THEIR NUMBER IN YOUR PHONE
THEN YOU HAVE TO CALL YOUR BEST FRIEND IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
HONEY CHILD DON’T EVEN PUT YOURSELF THROUGH THE FIGHT
YOUR HEART IS PRECIOUS AND YOUR BODY IS A TEMPLE
I KNOW THE WALK IS HARD
BUT ONCE YOU ENDURE SO MUCH PAIN YOU WILL LEARN THE WALK CAN BE SO SIMPLE
ALLOW GOD TO LOVE YOU
OTHERS IN THE FLESH ARE REALLY ONLY MENTAL
MENTAL AS IN YOU ALLOW THEM TO CONTROL YOUR MINDS
SOUL TIE AFTER SOUL TIME
BUT YET YOU DON’T SEE THE CRIME
I WISH GOD SAY THIS SOFTLY IN YOUR EAR
“MY CHILD IT’S TIME”
I won’t make you love me….however you will respect me
Hold on let me put that out again
I WON’T MAKE YOU LOVE ME
HOWEVER YOU WILL RESPECT
Love is when two souls are connected
As two they join to be one
Love does not run away when the relationship is no longer fun
Therefore to love me is rule number one
Second thing is you will never disrespect me
Not to my face or around your friends
That’s why the key is to wait for your husband not to even get involved into sexual sins
Ok I did just throw that one out there but if I held onto the truth in my christian life that would not be fair
Once before I had a boyfriend that made me feel not worthy
Through his evil disrespect I could no longer see
See that I was beautiful in Gods eye
That I was a strong woman even if my boyfriend called me out my name to make me cry
All along asking myself why
Why do I take the torment and pain
If he truly love me his words would had not drove me insane
All I ask for is love and respect
That’s not too much but I encourage everyone to at least have that expect
Respect me
Cause that is the key
If you can’t respect me how can you say you love me
Don’t kill me with your words to crush my self esteem
As two are we not now one on the same team
Respect how you treat me
If not I promise you the next man will
I say respect me with your mouth
Respect me with your time
No late night booty calls we don’t even need to mingle after the sun shines
Don’t disrespect me to your boys after I give you what is mines
Call me boy my government name
Don’t call me anything that will bring shame
I refuse to be broke
I didn’t sign up for that game
And really if you can’t love me and respect me
All I can say is:
Good bye
I’m too good for a lame
How is that you think you can upgrade me when I’m already walking with God
Here I tell you he is my number one man
So for you to upgrade me is a never
God can hold me tight
Even keeping me warm through the cold weather
Talk is cheap
I’m not listen to you
Giving you the cold shoulder to shot you a “whatever”
Like what tricks do you think you have up your sleeves
See only Jesus walking on water are the things that amazes me
Do you the story of how he turn water to wine
It wasn’t for me to drink to say that you are so fine
See that lust flesh desire for me been dead
The water was turned into wine for non believers to believe
So don’t witness to my beautiful curves to lust for me
In the old testaments you would serve God to lose that loose eye
That’s why I pray that he take the things that are not like him out of me
This world is full of distractions
True God fearing people take the worldly desires out like an abstraction
Tell you sincerely
Learn the word to apply it to life
At first you may be scared but trust so was I
Still I came to far to become frighten to do the right things
1Timothy 1:7 declares
“for God has not given us the spirit of fear, but of power, and of love, and a sound mind”
Seem like to me serving God gets better with time
I’m building my foundation so it may never fall
Cause late at night your best friend may not accept your call
That’s why I keep a secret closet on hand
It’s the place where I talk to my true love, my first love, yes he is my number one man
If you ask it will be given
Seek and you shall find
I can’t explain how much happiness you will find
Confess, repent, change your ways to find your clear peace of mind
Believe in your heart
Learn and build wisdom
Minister to others so souls may be saved
It’s a blessing to walk in His will and way
Don’t wait until tomorrow
Today is the day
If you keep on waiting your blessings will past you by twice
Only if I can show what a strong faith can do
I wish I could share a slice
Don’t take my word for it try God and the bible out for size
They will fit better then your best skinny jeans
I get so high off the word you would had thought I could fly
I was so wrong going through that struggle to ask God why
All of that happen to bring me out today
God is the truth, His promises are real, I serve an amazing God
Don’t be afraid come get your benefit package
In your after life you will wish you never missed God’s loving deal
God is where it’s at, his love is so real
It wasn’t his touch
It was the way his words stroked me
Its not the thoughts of us every to be
Its like he knew me in another life
Each word he speaks in my ear is ever so right
My friends think I should give him a try
I thought about it several times I can’t give it a lie
Surprising to the fact I don’t have an answer why
The way he makes me smile
Wowwww it gives my heart the energy to race for miles
Such a gentleman is he
Chivalry is not dead
That’s why he opens the car door for me
I’m not in love
I’m in like
I still got my faith and walking in the light
My husband isn’t in clear sight
Right now its not meant for us to be together
So I’m cleaning up my life and yes its worth the fight
After so long I realize what a “soul mate” is
So much time has passed Many times I thought I found the one to find out Mr right was Mr wrong
Wow why is it now I see after waiting so long
He is not what my heart falls for
He is the person my heart simply adores
To me one day he will simply be my “amore”
I’m not head over hills for him but he gives me this shy school girl grin
Later in life I know its our hearts each other will win
See to tell someone to wait on you can be selfish in a sense
Especially when that person has a lot of flowers growing in their garden pushing you out like a fence
With him its not like that
I wouldn’t really say we are waiting
Its like we have to finish growing
Maturity is not a issue
We have to grow as individuals to become better halves
I’m growing spiritually and mentally cause I know one day he will ask
Our souls belong together
I told you he was my soul mate
The silliest part is that we haven’t even been on our first date
Still my soul suggest he is the one for me
Then one day God will anoint our marriage when he slides the ring on to say I do
With a kiss he will no longer have the urge to court me any longer
Our eyes met
Our souls speak
That’s how I know he was my “soul mate” to keep
By: Taneika Blessedbyfaith Turner
